Lurus Bendul

The last time i had a hair cut, the stylist dok pujuk-pujuk i buat 'relaxing' treatment. Its one type of hair straightening jugak, katanya less severe than rebonding.

Anyway, i tak buat la masa tu...tapi si Agus, stylist tu beriya blow straight my hair to get the same effect like what it would be kalau buat relaxing. The above pics taken just after keluar salon...itupasal very the straight...weird tak?

Sekarang ni rambut dah panjang semula...i need a hair cut again.

Should i do it? Rasa macam terlalu lurus bendul pulak rambut tu...sekarang kalau nak straight, boleh la blow n letak product. Tahan la beberapa jam. Nak wavy sikit pun boleh. Kalau dah buat relaxing ni...lurus bendul la rambut all the time...easy to maintain i suppose...tapi nampak macam rambut sikit pun ye....Risiko rambut rosak pun ada kot...

Dilemma ni.....

NO.

I have to admit i have trouble saying no to people sometimes.

Especially when it comes to work, you know you face all sorts of people - the not so clever, the unreasonable, the 'bodoh-sombong'...etc etc etc

For the last few months i have been in this never ending project. My patience has been spread super-thin. I had to tolerate many people i could hardly resist strangling. But for the sake of work, responsibility, teamwork - i have been (too) accommodating every request, even those stupid unreasonable ones. Even those that things that are not supposed to be my job in the first place. Even those i dont get paid for. I complain of course, i still end up doing them. At times i feel so "used".

Yesterday, i reached my limit. I said No. Plain and simple No. Cannot.

Do i feel bad? Maybe for a split second. Do i feel guilty? Not really.

Does that make me a bad person?

Entry Buang Sawang

Haaaaaa....dah bersawang blog ni.
12 hari cuti....balik rumah parents spend time with them...itu pasal la tak update.

Apa nak cerita eh....nanti lah ok. Ini entry buang sawang je hehehe.

Memories From Sandakan

Dalam siri kerja I di East Malaysia, tahun lepas 2 program, ini kali ketiga dan terakhir. This one is my least favourite. Ada la beberapa perkara yang berlaku yang buat I kurang senang - bukan dengan participants ya (kot2 ada yg terbaca blog ni), dia orang ok je.

muka stress hehe





The Class


Bandar Sandakan ni sunyi je. Feel town ni macam 70an, 80an lagi. Tengok keadaan jalan on a working day. Takde traffic pun. Sandakan memang tepi laut. Industri perikanan yang nampak kat sini, selain eco-tourism. Bandar ni transit untuk tourist ke pulau-pulau untuk lihat penyu bertelur, sanctuary orang utan dan macam-macam lagi.





Ini pulak kat Pasar Sandakan. Ikan bilis, ikan kering dan udang kering fresh & murah di sini.





Sempat makan dinner seafood sekali di Pasar Sim Sim. Orang sini kata tempat ni la paling famous. Kebanyakan ikan bakar tu nama pelik pelik. Kecuali ikan merah, yang lain semua tak pernah dengar. Takde kut kat semenanjung ni. Ikan memang fresh, murah pulak tu. Dalam 15 orang yang join makan hari tu, dengan ikan besar-besar 2 orang share satu ekor - the guys siap order lebih lebih lagi tambah, sotong, nasi dan side dishes, air - total cuma RM100 lebih mcm tu, tak sampai RM150. Macam tak percaya.






Gambar apa ni? Ekor dan sirip ikan gergasi..Masa ni i singgah dekat satu kedai fresh seafood. Beli fresh prawns nak bawak balik. Kat sini dia dah siapkan ice, lepas tu packing elok2 boleh bawak naik flight. Menakutkan decor kat kedai ni...hehehe.




Itu jelah cerita dari Sandakan.


p/s: A BIG thank you for yuzz9071, axim, Catz, muadzlife, mad redo1, su3y, arianna adrizal, Norae & Lily.lulu yang mendoakan yang baik-baik dan tinggalkan best wishes kat post bawah ni. Korang memang best!!!!

Doakan please.......

My flight departs at 0715 to Sandakan, Sabah. Its almost a 3 hour flight.....agak jauh jugak tempat ni. see.....hujung dunia.

Holiday? i wish. Pergi kerja, i will facilitate a 3 day training kat sana untuk pegawai-pegawai 'gomen'. Walaupun dah banyak kali buat training, i still get nervous. And i get super nervous when the subject matter tu kira bukan makanan i la. This coming session pun bukan my favourite subject matter, so not only do i have butterflies in my stomach....i have an entire zoo.

I'm praying for nothing to go wrong, i hope they dont stare at me with blank faces, i hope they laugh at my jokes, i hope they at least pretend like they are enjoying the session, i hope nobody falls asleep, i hope they dont go away feeling they just wasted 3 days and 4 nights of their lives.

Doakan saya, please.......( dgn muka sedih ni:-( )

Will be back late Thursday.

p/s - dah 0200, sempat tidur 2 jam ni. Airport taxi picks me up at 0500. Bye everyone

Happy Birthday Bapak

That's me on my dad's lap :-D

Alhamdullilah, today is Bapak's 78th birthday.

Semoga panjang umur, bertambah sihat dan dilindungi Allah selalu.