Monday, June 30, 2008
Sunday, June 29, 2008
That is Siti going thru my work - suspen jer
Lepas meeting i jalan2 kejap kat Curve's sunday flea market. Best jugak, ada many cute tops and blouses, and witty statement-Ts. I didnt buy anything - i shouldnt be shopping. Ajak Shal jumpa - she had something with her sis. Jill's busy moving house. Boring la nak balik masa tu.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Friday, June 27, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
This time around i relax je. Bangun tadi kemas bilik I and guest room (sebab Jill akan sleepover kalau ada training). Sebab preparation on my part dah siap.Nanti petang and malam la go over apa yang patut. Jill tengah running around i think, printing and siapkan materials.
For Jill's beauty sleep;-) beautiful ke....muahahahaAnyway, i dok fikir-fikir apa nak pakai esok. Client ni pulak paling regular. So baju2 kerja i semua depa dah tengok rasanya...hehe.
Dah pilih pants for Day1 and Day2...time ni baju still kat kedai.
So i keluar pergi Subang Parade kejap tadi, mission: get 2 new tops in one hour. Luckily today - misi berjaya. Kejap je pilih, try, beli. Kadang2 pusing satu hari tak jumpa. Dah target by 2 o'clock must be back. Ada kerja lain nak buat.
On the way back, calling-calling my mom. Biasala....daily routine tanya khabar. Sibuk i dok cerita beli baju baru, terserempak dengan cousin.....pastu dah nak say bye2 dah Mak sound, hmmmm "tak tanya pun Mak pegi hospital check tadi...buat ECG semua".
Adussssss......sebenarnya Mak ada mention this week dia ada check up. Cuma i tak perasan its today. Ya ammmpunnnnnn. Nasib pandai cover-cover..."alaaa, baru nak tanya"..."bukan esok ke".....rasa bersalah sangat.
Nasib Mak still nak cerita...about ECG dia ok...haritu dia risau chest pain. Blood test dia pun ok. BP pun stable. Cuma dia penyakit asthma, memang regular check up kat chest clinic.
Bonda tercinta (selalu kena snap curi-curi, mak tak nak posing tau)
Alaaaa, sedih la bila Mak cakap sorang pun tak call tanya dia punya check up. Kita orang adik beradik yg tinggal jauh - call tiap-tiap hari or selang sehari tanya khabar. Tapi selalunya tanya semua sibuk tanya pasal my Dad sebab uzur sikit la. Mak kecik hati la tu.
I dah call Abang i tadi....dah pesan kejap lagi call Mak tau.
Bodoh betul aku ni, pegi lupa pulak.
Tak sensitive langsung kan. Guilty, guilty.
Ampun Mak (walaupon Mak tak baca blog).
Nasib Mak masih mau layan tadi....macam tak merajuk, tapi dalam hati siapa tahu kan.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
or a sign?
Kadang-kadang, bila kita terlalu mahukan sesuatu, semua kebetulan (coincidence) kita tafsir sebagai satu petanda (sign), isyarat untuk sesuatu.....kan?
to be at a very unlikely place - on the same day - at the same time...........what are the odds? sesuatu kebetulan yang sangat ganjil berlaku petang tadi...hmmmm, sori, terlalu personal untuk i cerita terang terang.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Hari ni memang i tau i will be busy nak settlekan kerja, nak keluar pergi meeting.
Lepas tu macam-macam issues dan masalah lagi datang hari ni jugak.
I have got to run.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
A: I'm working on it
Q: Are you trying hard enough?
A: Hmmm, i could be doing more
Q: Why arent you?
A: I know, i should be
Q: What are you waiting for?
A: I dunno
Q: What the hell is wrong with you?
A: ok, ok...stop. I get the picture
(excuse me, i'm having a scizophrenic weekend)
Thursday, June 19, 2008
And as an added bonus, banyak philosophies yang dapat ambik dari Kung Fu Panda ni....if rajin nak fikir2, many good life lessons you can get from this movie. This is the most memorable one..
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a GIFT....that is why its called The Present"
It also teaches you to believe in yourself....you are as good as you think you are.
There are no secret recipes to success.
As for destressing my self, memang effective la. I good mood je dari semalam sampai hari ni:-)
Go watch it if you havent. Like Po said "there is no charge for awesomeness"
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Siapa tak suka dapat hadiah kan....i got 2 this week..yayy!
1. This is from Shal. Dia pergi visit adik dia who lives in Canada, and she went shopping-crazy at the factory outlets in Seattle.
Dia suruh pilih between the two purses.
I picked the lighter color.
Thank you Shal!!!
2. Haaaaaa, tengok ni. Voucher KFC for RM200.00.
Its 3.46a.m. I can't sleep. Did fall asleep sejam dua earlier...about 11 i think. Selalu macam ni these days. Must be sebab a lot of things on my mind.
Tak bagus kan sleeping pattern macam ni. I'm finding it hard to focus on work during the day. Mungkin sebab banyak sangat benda i fikir. Bila tengah buat A, i fikir B, C, D, E, F sampai Z. Mungkin sebab tak cukup tidor ke otak serabut.
Telling myself to calm down and focus, focus, focus.
Apa nak buat ni. On Astro kejap, nothing to watch. Dah baca blog, dah main Jewel Quest...tak ngantuk jugak. Kepala dok fikir kerja....how to get new jobs, how to get more business. Sungguh tak tenang nak tido.
Fan dah on kuat ni, tapi panas and rimas.
Last try, nak gi boil water, buat hot milo....sometimes that helps to make me sleepy.
Korang semua mesti tengah best tido dgn mimpi2 indah kan....jelez.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Today, i am happy and grateful
that i finished the work i owe my client.
that the training company has banked in my fees
that the client (the one i was contemplating sending bouncers to) called to say cheque will be ready monday
(no...no...before you guys start to get ideas that i'm getting loads of $$$$$ - takde maknanya-, cukup cukup nak bayar bills and loans je - but at least ada kan, alhamdulillah)
that i spoke to a friend i havent spoken to in ages-enjoyed that;-)
that my nephew (who broke his collar-bone) dont need surgery after all
...and then i got a call that didnt get me excited - tomorrow i have a meeting in KLCC at 6p.m.. On a friday evening.....at 6p.m?.....who sets a meeting at 6p.m?.....on a FRIDAY evening?....right smack at traffic jam center of all traffic jams.....?
Well, the name is Siti, and i am at her mercy. so i said yes. :-(
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
- In case you're wondering i did get around to washing my car. Pukul 8 dah turun bawah bawak baldi.:-)
- Apart from that, been trying to finish this Job Description for a client. Its been a while and my brain is on slow-mo.
- I got news that my nephew, Amil - broke his collar bone. He's in form 3. My bro said he will need surgery. Fell off his bicycle. Just saw him on friday and he was fine.
- I'm still eating food that my mom bekalkan over the weekend. Sampai besok pun ada lagi i think. (thanks Mak) - happy tak payah masak.
- No news on payments due, (please la i'm broke)
- Suddenly i miss going to the gym, but i quit my membership some months back (why? -see previous point)
- 'Semangat baru' masih membara di jiwa (cewahhhh), but seriously - i'm all fired up to make sure my business survives.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Monday, June 09, 2008
And above all, have to work my butt off to make more money. there is no two way bout it.
Speaking of fuel and coffee, pagi2 buta tadi i had to drive all the way to KLCC, through Monday morning traffic and all - had a breakfast meeting at 8.30a.m. kat San Francisco Coffee with 2 biz associates. Nak tak nak terpaksa get a drink kan. Tu belum campur parking KLCC yg killer tu.
Lepas meeting, sessi menghabiskan minyak continues. I went to Keramat to lodge a report kat Persatuan Pengguna Islam M'sia - kes tipah tertipu belum settle. I got lost looking for the place, circled around Keramat dua tiga kali before i found it.
p/s - Thanks to all who wished me a good weekend and safe journey.
Friday, June 06, 2008
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
walau kaya mana pun
kalau ada penyakit 'S' ni.....
Tadi i pergi meeting kat KLCC
Bukan my project cuma i tolong kawan
Everytime dia tak boleh attend i akan replace dia
Consultant2 lain yg buat kerja
Ni 3rd time i attend
So bukan tak kenal consultant 3 orang ni
Pernah cakap2 semua
Tapi hari ni
I kena ignore totally
Buat dek je sorang sorang
Like i dont even exist
Sombong tak tentu pasal
Ikut suka korang la
I tak rugi apa apa pun
Maybe depa rasa I ni not worth talking to agaknya
Dah biasa sangat orang macam ni
Everytime i encounter situation like this
I just tell myself not to do the same to others