Leaving...

I am leaving for Kota Kinabalu kejap lagi.

Bukan holiday - kerja. Esok sampai Khamis ada training program dengan sebuah jabatan kerajaan.

Which is why since lepas cuti raya, jarang update blog. Tak sempat. Busy preparing.

Stress sungguh sebab projek ni last minute, and banyak la masalah here and there.

Anyway, i am nervous sangat sebab client ni tak kasi i very clear picture of their expectation. Satu lagi first time i buat training untuk "gomen".

Lagi satu program ni siang malam, 2-and a half days. I sorang je handle. Boleh ke? Yang nak datang tu orang2 senior gomen seluruh negeri...nak ke depa dengar aku cakap.

There were days when i asked myself kenapa la aku terima job ni. This time for the money, yes - i tak malu nak ngaku. Itu number 1. Experience no 2. Topik dia pun bukan la i suka sangat, which makes it harder. Kena study dasar kerajaan gitu nak design course ni...ishhh.....

Anyway, dah over one week of sleepless nights and backaches...lets just do it and get it over with.

Thanks to Jill & MissQQ yang tolong with the slides, and kasi ideas.

nampak tak kepenatan & stress tahap gaban......???

Trying to psyche myself up....think positive, think happy. Kalau trainer muka penat dan stress, participant punya first impression dah habis, gone!!!

Doakan everything goes well ya.

Kalau sempat, will update from there.